u/Repulsive_Dood

He kept arguing that because the band is independent and anti establishment that makes it punk and thats all we'll and good but like punk is also a sound because its a FUCKING GENRE. Genres serve the purpose of sorting music by similar sound in order to make it easier for the listener to find music they like. He was like what if someone can't afford a guitar at what point is their music not punk because I was saying punk has a certain sound and wtf is this strawman ass argument. The song just didn't sound punk derived at all and I have a good ear for it. And then he started crying and talking about how its very important to his identity that he is a punk ??? Okay then listen to punk music and go to shows omg. We have a thriving underground hardcore scene but I never see him at the shows or supporting/listening to local artists. Why does everypoon want to be a punk but never actually listen to the music. Just be radically left wing and dress how you want cause thats clearly the aspects they like. You don't have to pretend to like a music genre you clearly don't. Whatever ts pmo they act like defining a music genre is somehow oppressing them. Don't call yourself a punk then get in my car and skip every hardcore song I put on.

I spend everyday fantasizing about what could have been if I had acepting parents and was allowed to be a youngshit. It feels like its too late. Its already done. I will always be small and my body will be wrong. I feel like a child, like I expect to keep growing, I bought a jacket that was too big thinking it will fit me one day. It never will, its done. Im done. Even if I get LLS my hands and feet will still be tiny. Who's ever heard of a grown man with size 6 shoes. I went to try and buy dress shoes told them my size and they laughed. Iwnbam I will always be a boy. Im watching my little brother go through male puberty and it makes me want to die. I can hardly look at him anymore. I will always be an imitation. A fake.

I nded to man up. I litteraly just got back from a 15 hour road trip to abother country and I'm more anxious about a fucking haircut??? Fuck my stupid fembrained ass anxiety disorder wtf

Does anyone else ever think about how there is basically a socially acceptable 3rd gender but only for young children. When I was a kid I was a "tomboy" and I was basically socially treated like discount guy. I think its why I didn't realize I was trans until puberty. I didn't have to be a girl and sure I would have preferred to just be one of the guys but being a 3rd very similar thing was still better. I hung out with talked like and dressed like the guys my age and it was seen as weird by the other kids if I did anything feminie because I was a tomboy. And I liked calling myself that because it even had boy in the name. I didn't have the same social expectations girls have pushed on me but I didn't really have the ones boys have pushed on me either. I wa slike my own thing and I think it let me cope till the body horror of puberty happened at the same time as that stopped being a thing and I started being expected to be a girl. Weird.

My friend was talking about dating apps (he dosent use them) and he said something a long the lines off "all the cis men on dating apps are horrible" and I corrected him to "men" and he just stared at me with the most puzzled look in his eyes. Why do cissoids think were a somehow more virtious or pure version of men. Why did he feel the need to clarify "cis men". I fucking hate this bio essentailist bullshit. I am a man and I want to be included in the good and the bad. I don't suddenly become an afbxly wombyn the second we start talking about mens issues why am I a separate category.

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Do they just do this to say slurs 🤔

So when I was 12 my mom went through my phone found out I was trans and absolutely blew up at me making me believe both of my parents were transphobic and would never accept me. I assumed my dad knew I assumed he agreed with her and I assumed I would have no support and was not allowed to even talk about it. At that point I fucked off and socially transitioned anyways because it felt like my life was already over so I didn't give a fuck and I spent the next 6 years of my life figuring out being trans on my own while going through middle and high-school without any acess to hormones or blockers. Today I went to therapy with my dad and found out my mom didn't tell him and he was never told and just had to figure it out and he likely would have been supportive. Of course he figured it out quickly because I was fully living as male but I was so afraid to talk about it that we never really talked about it and I never expressed how I wanted hormone blockers and testosterone. My whole childhood was wasted and its all my fault. My body has been ruined my childhood was ruined my brain has been broken down and destroyed. Everything could have been different if I had just talked to him about it. It was so much easier to just blame my parents but now I know I could have done something I could have changed it it's all my fault. I could have talked about it if I wasn't such a coward. I could have had support I could have been a real youngshit. I've been crying my eyes out for hours all this suffering for no reason. It was all my fault.