u/Resentful_altcel

I ran out of money for w**d so im back on reddit

I do not have any money, my bank account is in the negatives right now, the only thing I have left is a small jar of coins and I can rummage through my dad's liquor cabinet lol

I really do not see the use of employment anymore, whats even the point? why would an autistic sub5 such as myself spend all that time working for people who in all likelyhood dislike me simply for the way I was born?

Do you guys have a job? I kinda need money but idk what to do, I do not want to be social with ANYONE.

Perspective !!!

I am currently 5'4 120lbs ( 164 cm 55kg ) and I plan on losing another few kg, question is, how much do i lose? At what weight will I finally be human. I need to know what amount of weight would be most attractive to men.

If you had a girlfriend, what would the ideal heigtt and weight of her be?

Most of the guys ive talked to prefer very small, very thin women. This seems to be true regardless of the man's heigtt, the only exception comes around when u ask men below 5'2>, they seem to prefer taller women for some reason (dont ask me how that works, idk either)

I cant exactly make myself any less tall, but weight I can change.

Yes, the guy I was talking to is now talking to a shortter and skinnier girl, thats why im upset, you got me.

perspective

Don't you notice how
I get quiet when there's no one else around?
Me and you and awkward silence
Don't you dare look at me that way
I don't need reminders of how you don't feel the same

Oh, the burning pain
Listening to you harp on 'bout some new soulmate
"She's so perfect, " blah, blah, blah
Oh, how I wish you'll wake up one day
Run to me, confess your love, at least just let me say

That when I talk to you, oh, Cupid walks right through
And shoots an arrow through my heart
And I sound like a loon, but don't you feel it too?
Confess I loved you from the start

What's a girl to do?
Lying on my bed, staring into the blue
Unrequited, terrifying
Love is driving me a bit insane
Have to get this off my chest
I'm telling you today

That when I talk to you, oh, Cupid walks right through
And shoots an arrow through my heart
And I sound like a loon, but don't you feel it too?
Confess I loved you from the start

Confess I loved you
Just thinking of you
I know I've loved you from the start

Perspective

Who wins this battle when two titans clash?

Three times the echoes of my name
How could someone not turn insane
What made you leave, what made you go
Long road, long time ago

Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song
Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song

You fenced yourself from the crowd
Black water, far as eyes can see
Clear metal taste in your mouth
Nights howl
Are you invited or not, 'till dawn?

Three times the echoes of my name
Can one man be an island
I want to leave, I want to go
A long way, like you taught me so

Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song
Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song

Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song
Whistling your lifelong song
Solace is your lifelong song