u/Revolutionary_Ad6160

I have autism and I really really like certain foods just because the texture is so good. One of these foods is Chex mix (the cereal) and today I ate like 600-750 cals of it in under 25 minutes. It's so hard to pull myself away from it even if I'm full because I just love the way it feels. It genuinely feels like ripping my own arms off trying to get myself to stop getting another bowl.

I need help finding a similar texture... if there's even something remotely like that out there. I think it's the softness/mushy combined with some crunch. I have rubber things to chew on, including ones with lots of texture. Rubber or silicone just doesn't feel the same. I feel so ashamed because I was doing so good controlling my urges lately.