I need serious help with my porn addiction
Hi, i am a 17 year old jee aspirant in a drop year with dream as high as it gets, i was born in a family of very innovative minds and science is my passion.
From childhood i had dreamt of becoming a well known scientist in the world when i grow up, but little did my past self know that soon he will get trapped by his own lust and desires.
It's not like i have lost my ability to solve problems or understand concepts, none of that has vanished from me but the way I thrive for pornographic contents everyday, it makes me vulnerable and affects my study time, mental health and sleep schedule etc. Which I have already realised that it is a very serious problem and need to be dealt with asap.
Like every porn addict my trigger point is when I get alone in my room, and that mostly happens when i sit in my chair for studies, I complete my morning classes at allen, come home getting all stressed, no one's at my room, i sit down and start studying and the next thing i know is i am gooning to an adult video and this cycle keeps repeating every single day. It makes me tired, distressed, lost and overwhelmed. I stop thinking and essentially stop revising notes, doing homework etc. and i end up getting tons of back logs on my head and nowhere to go.
Thus I beg of someone to find a solution to get out of this evil trap.
As a JEE aspirant with potentially a bright future i just need the right advice to climb the path of my life.