u/RiverSong1112

My son. My beautiful son took his life a few days ago, and the sadness is overwhelming. It’s made me question everything in my life! My existence, my comprehension, my ability to comprehend my loss, he is my life. My best friend, my shopping partner, my everything. I keep questioning my life. I just want to be with him. I can’t leave him alone. My poor child. I feel for everyone who knew him. Who loved him. Why didn’t he tell me his pain was so big? How lonely he felt. Why didn’t he say this would have eventually happen? He stopped doing things he loved? Telling people he loved them? Why didn’t I see it? Why didn’t I see this coming? Why why why? I just want my son back. My Alex, my little snowman.