I feel like a horrible person because I have this huge crush on a 15-16 yr old fictional character.
For context, I am 18. And this is just ridiculous...
And everyday, it makes me feel like a creep. And it hurts.
I am legally an adult, I only fell in love w. this fictional character when I am, well, 18. I would have never ever had guessed that I would ever find myself attracted to a minor as an adult but here I am... And everyday it's actually killing me really bad.
I had tried a lot of justifications for it too, like... They were 15-16 in 2010, but I was born in 2007... nvm.
Oh–wait! But this show came out when we were both age appropriate! Yet, I didn't even acknowledged them or even had seen them, potentially until 18. So, I am very conflicted.
But for more context, I DO NOT like like real 15-16 yr olds IRL. So why am I attracted to this fictional one?
Just end me already. Can somebody tell me, it's not bad or something? Because I really need to sleep without being this depressed over it my GOD.