Trying to help a friend
hi all, hope you’re having a. good day. I’m just looking for some insight on my friend. she has been purposely homeless for the past seven years and believes to be god. there is no wavering from this stance in her mind. she calls us all evil in emails and videos and “sends us to hell” regularly. she claims the end of the world was yesterday and now we are in the start of the apocalypse that she is in charge of.
i only recently came back because the emails previously were so hard to deal with and hurtful. so I was ready to give it my all this time and overlook the meanness. I offered her to live in my house so I can cloth her, feed and make sure she has a roof over her head. I’ve sent money but it was “not enough”. I was “on her side” when I first came back and now somehow i am as evil as her family. Her emails are extreme emotional abuse and when I mention it she just says I deserve it for ignoring her in the past and it’s my karma.
she also mentions she does not want friends but disciples and none of us on earth are on her level. it seems every time I started to get close she managed to push me away to the point I feel im losing my own mind. She refuses medications and she doesnt really think for herself, she talks to heaven and only listens to her guides from heaven. the push pull dynamic is so severe but i am not willing to give up so i was hoping to get some good advice on navigating this. I recently sent her something vulnerable to show her I am totally here for her but now it’s complete silence.
is there any way to get through to her to show her im on her side? I accepted she is above me because she is my favorite person in the world and she is above me in my mind. she blames us for her homelessness but at the same time is perfectly fine where she is. She said people should be lining up to give her gifts because she is god. she seems angry always. in this time back she was teaching me lessons but that’s as much love as I have seen. There’s no feelings being shared just lessons and anger.
thanks for taking the time to read