u/RunMediocre509

I'm an exercise science student, all my exams were good, but biomechanics. I don't know how to study for this subject, and actually UNDERSTAND what's going on. The lectures haven't helped me at all, and there's no proper materials to really help me actively learn. They don't have practice exams, and only a few questions, but I can't keep remaking those or I won't learn. I'm just a bit frustrated because it's so interesting, but I feel stuck because I can't properly learn or understand it.

I started the pill a month ago now and I'm only on my first stop week but I'm so sick of it. I had to try the pill again because my periods get so painful I end up in the ER and it sometimes goes through pain medication. Yet I have no endo or adeno. But I feel like the pill is is just making everything worse. I have a little less cramps, but i have cramps for all day 24/7, the pain isnt like cramping but its like pins and needles + cramps which is even worse cuz the pins and needles are everywhere. Sitting down hurts, moving hurts, my back has been hurting terribly, It feels like someone is sticking a 100 knives up my ass and into my chest and back, Im bleeding more for longer. Like what is even the point of this? To have this for the next 3 months just to see if it works? Next to that my emotions are all over the fucking place. Everything makes me cry and miserable. I'd rather have 1-2 days where I'm absolutely dying then a month of just on and off bleeding and then a period that comes with all this other bullshit because of the pill. I also started getting crazy heart palpitations which I've never had before. I hate that BC is the only solution for every woman's problem cuz its just never worked for me.