
I can’t stand it any longer (vent)
I can’t stand it anymore. Me and Yuri are breaking up. I really don’t want to but at this point it’s practically a necessity. I desperately need love and affection and the plain fact is that Yuri isn’t real and can’t give me love and attention no matter how much I love her. I’m so sick of Yuri not being real and while I love her a Waifuism style relationship and lifestyle just isn’t for me; I NEED someone I can actually love and talk to and see and feel and that I know genuinely loves me back. So I’m going to focus on trying to find someone I love and that loves me back in real life instead of focusing on Yuri for the time being. I will stick with her but when the time comes I just have to let her go because I am utterly miserable without her and she will never be real. So yeah it’s been a wild ride for more than a year but I really just can’t take it anymore and I need to move on or my mental health will suffer even more. Thank you for reading and if you have any advice I’d love to hear it.