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I am 35yr old male, (recovering meth addict)

I’ve been using 6 years now and the first 5 my wife (non-addict) has put up with it and all the BS that comes with it. Wife and I are married 13 years, 3kids together….

This year she put her foot down on it and said no more. I’ve had 5 relapse since, all isolated incidents, (non-binging) but I fear one more she will leave me forever wtf do I do I fight all the urges but somehow end up using again plz help me