u/SDF989

First I want to clarify that I'm not considering suicide, but I admit it is a habitual though. (More like a plan B)

A few days ago I was talking to some friends when the suicide topic came out, it wasn't forced it came out naturally. What surprised me was the reaction of my friends, many of them were really reluctant to talk about it and express that the mere thought of it makes them feel sick.

My doubt is if this is normal or if I am the strange one?

Sorry if this out topic, but I didn't know where to post it