u/Saby333

hi im 16M my name is Mikeal ive decided today to take my life.idk who will read this but ig in some weird way i want ppl to know i was here that i was real that i existed. its my birthday today i drank some alcohol so id be less scary, i had this thing where i would tell myself the next birthday i wouldn’t cry once but ofc in the end all i do is sob all it does is suck its as if i can never get a happy day about me its not like im being a baby its just all other days of the year suck i have by far the worst family abusive predators and just draining ppl i give up i just want someone to know i did try i really did i feel alot better now actually because there wont be a next year