If you’re offered a ride in a van, go ahead and take it!
I think what hurts most is that I accepted parts of you that you seem deeply uncomfortable admitting exist. I saw someone with the potential for honesty, depth, and connection. Instead, you choose daily, to weaponize ambiguity and preach transparency depending on what protects your ego in the moment. You demand emotional access from people while keeping them unclear about where they stand. You want loyalty, reassurance, and intimacy without taking responsibility for what it means when someone gives it. And when someone starts seeing how unfairly they’ve been treated, you shame them with the trust they gave you, and push them away. I don’t think you’re confused about what you’re doing nearly as much as you pretend to be. I think you prefer fantasy over reality when fantasy feeds your needs more comfortably.
I’m done participating in it. Don’t come back.