u/Sad-Piano3153

"m toh ni hu insano m" 🦸

"m toh ni hu insano m" 🦸

Guidely kitna relatable h? as some are saying oliveboard is best for english

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 14 hours ago

"jinka koi ni hota, unka koi ni hota"🫰

Bhai ye ews certificate banwane m kitna jhamela hota h? Considering I'm eligible and got the documents ready then kitte diwas m bn jayega?

Jaise aap logo ko pta hi h notification out hone wali h soon aur max July 15 tk toh forms open rehte h sbi po nd ibps po ke, kya m right hu?

Toh usse pehle bn jayega agar m 25 may tk jama krdu docs?

Ya fir once again hugga krdiya maine🤌

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 1 day ago

Ye guidely thoda sa bkl h ya fir m?

Today, I gave ibps po pre 2026 first wala mock guidely ka and scored 68. something (25 in eng, 22. in reasoning and 21 in quants) and even after this the %le was 68, wtffff?😭🙏🏻

Ya toh log bahut smart h uss platform pe ya fir m bada sa chutiya hu. After seeing the score, I was high on happiness but damnn that analysis just snatched that away in a moment.

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 3 days ago

I'm a chutiya, yes I AM

Today's my birthday. And it feels the same nothing different, well it has been the same for the every last 22 year of my life.

Don't want to vent or anything as nobody likes listening to a crying 22 saal ka ghoda. But fuck you gotta listen.

I'm just an average guy who worked hard whenever the situation demanded be it in school, college or life and I'm doing this for me koi ehsaan ni kr rha m kisipe, it's for my best only.

But sometimes when results don't go your way it just feels sooooo bad that I feel like kms.

I'm a GNEM with 88.8/93.4/79.89 this 8/7 man the fucking edge, fuckk me😭, 2025 graduate, gave cat 24 got 93 didn't go for any interview whatsoever as I was so full of myself and took a fucking drop got 95 this time gave gdpi converted imt g(fucking dcp), tapmi(bfs), waitlisted for core ones and other toh straight rejected me. My prep was going so good like I was honestly so confident that this time toh 99 fs but nope.

I've decided not to go with these with heavy loans I can't take the risk. My family supported my decision but from past few days they're constantly saying you should've taken the college now you're going to waste another yr. Pitaji toh kh rhe iss badhiya upsc prep krlete idhr itna time kaun deta h and even seeing myself going for third attempt feels like I'm such a noob guy, I can't get 99 in two attempts I'm a dumb guy. It just feels so heavy sometimes that I just can't take it. I've been applying for job since April got few response back some ghosted some rejected but few days back I got a job in a marketing agency the pay was low but now my family wants me to look for job in my city which is a fucking T3 city because of there constant nagging I had to deny that opportunity. I'm waiting for the callback from 2-3 interviews have a good chance but yeah let's see.

Seeing people post about their converts and success feels overwhelming sometimes as I'm stuck in the same fucking loop. I talk to my cousins today and there's someone who's a 12th kid preparing for jee and he said bhaiya why you left the college? You should have taken it kyu baar baar exam de rhe, ghar baith rhe, it felt so bad for a sec there and I just smiled there and said nothing, since then I'm feeling totally numb, like fuck i got depressed just by a kid how tf, I'll survive the corporate world or b-school.

Nevertheless, congrats to everyone who converted their calls and extreme love to the ones who are still trying and going again. Bye.

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 5 days ago

"Sajno aur deviyo"

If this is someone's first attempt and he's scoring decent in pre mocks then when is the right time to shift to mains practice considering this is fucking may?

Also, if you guys know any tg channel where I can get guidely PDFs or someone's got any resource to practice please provide me, I wish both sides of your pillow stays cold forever 🙈

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 14 days ago

Chlo m aap logo ko apne lore is waqif krata hu toh jii m 2025 graduate hu took drop for cat 25, I already gave 24 one got 93%le there but chutiya harkatein, aur bade sapne so took drop, prepared well, gave mocks, good scores but d-day folded me got 95%le(one sectional f'ed). Now, i gave few interviews this time some converted some ain't but I really want to go into some real shit T1 college not blacki or something (ik, i ain't in their league) but mdi g, iift delhi, xl these i really desire so will be giving cat 26(here, my dumbass goin' for 3rd attempt) but my father wants me to prepare for govt exam this time and I've started preparing from April(the cat prep is helping alot in english and quants) I'm doing good in these two like scoring in 18-25 range in English and 18+ in qa but omfg reasoning what's this? I can solve but my speed is shit, like I'm not able to solve more than 12+ in this, I'm constantly in 10-12 range(accuracy is good), teachers are so confusing Sanjay sir toh humesa gussa m rehte and ankush sir yt pe kch shi padhate hi ni and ab m coaching na le rha because mba forms are going to be damn expensive and I'm saving for that.

Also, I'm looking for job as second gap will fuck me up but yeah this is my lore.

Koi, reasoning ka bta do bhai how tf people are attempting 25+ in here ye puzzles kite time m bna rhe aaplog? When I solve randomly i attempt them in 5-6 mins but during mock it takes me around 8-9 mins, my test taking ability is shit.

"22 meri umar, agar second gap lga kitni khudegi meri kabar" (dude, inshallah) (hopefully, job miljye decent)

Btw, ik the title is irrelevant but 🐻 with me.

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 17 days ago

So, yeah I'm scoring in english in between 18-25 in ibps po pre mocks (guidely) and I tell you, i haven't studied anything or practice shit, i just give the mocks (I gave cat twice so, that preparation is helping me here) but ik, it ain't great but I'm targeting 25+ in this section and I'm thinking of covering 120 rules 12 hr video of Nimisha ma'am.

Can you guys help me out? Should I cover that video and make notes or should I learn vocabulary or anything else?

u/Sad-Piano3153 — 20 days ago