Just put all the numbers on my notes app. Oh man this is an unbelievable mess. I can’t believe it. I got a headache looking just doing the math.
Anyone been in a similar situation before? I can’t come to terms with whatever mess I just saw and I can not believe my eyes
Hi everyone.
I am writing this to seek pointers and help. Please share what worked and didn’t work for you. I can’t quit online gambling
I seem to think one day I’ll make serious progress on paying my debt that I accumulated through gambling by gambling more.
I started making serious money this year (recently graduated), living with parents which means no expenses and I am somehow $30k in debt. I am angry at myself way beyond imagination for this stupidity because I know I am smarter and better than this.
Every time I tell myself this is it, I keep digging myself a deeper hole and some how my brain tricks me into “depositing just once” which of course ends up me emptying my bank account
My two triggers are honestly whenever I see my account is in the negative or when I “deposit once” to see if I can “run it up”