At 28 still making dumb decision.
I have done multiple partner last may. Some of those I have done multiple times and other is just one time thing. Normally, I'd go with protection it is a way for me to think to keep myself safe to any exposure. But this 2 girls was able to convince me not too.
It was fun at first, gone multiple rounds just having a blast! It was all fun and all till I felt some symptoms 2 weeks later.
Felt like burning pee stay with me for weeks, I thought it was just irritation for just having too much sex. Feign ignorance for it till the 4th week where I decided to get tested for hiv, syphilis and hepa B (through blood drawn). It was non reactive, it gave me sigh of relief. A very huge one.
5th week later I got discharge, I get tested for STD i tested positive. In my mind thank got it was only STD and It can be cure for 1 week. I'm confident about it, I was still talking to those 2 girls I ask them to get tested cause I tested positive on STD. It was a nice conversation and I ask them to update me for their result. Till one of them block me i don't know why! My mind going haywire everywhere because of this, I know that the chances of going positive for 4th week is pretty high too and 6th week was like guarantee to detect. Tomorrow is the 6th week and I'm thinking of getting tested again for assurance.
But I can't help my brain thinking that she might be positive and I might contract it. I can't help but get huge blown of anxiety when I found out she block me. I'm panicking and I'm trying to smoke to calm myself down..
I felt a bit of relief while typing this. I have no one else to tell this about..