Need a change
Hey guys I am a homosexual guy 22 from India and my classes ended yesterday and I am free at home I actually at the peak of brain rotting and bedrotting I watch gay porn most of the time and I hate myself for laying on the bed all the time I have nothing to do and II'm always confused when making decisions and I am always anxious about people's judgements and and I know my character is trash and my fitness level is zero my health is zero my reading skills are zero now and I want to be a better person so I want your help guys I want to advice and I am 75 kilos and 172 cm height. And also my parents treat me like a child and I cannot do things properly like if even if it is a simple thing I cannot do it properly my parents think I am a child so I want your help on that too.i have low attention span and I am always searching for something like I want I'm thinking like someone come into my life and my life will be all good like a best friend or someone etc I am always searching for someone to fix my life.