u/Sad_Sky3068

Catholicism has had a major part in my life since childhood and when I was 22, I went to classes to become Catholic but had to stop once my ex said there was no way he would(even though he was raised Catholic.) now I’m single and about 90% ready to commit. My biggest area of doubt is the relics. It really creeps me out and I don’t understand their purpose. I did sign up OCIA so maybe I can get a better understanding there but perhaps someone can help me see the light today!

I’ve had minor crushes on girls as a kid and teen, but this is my first adult female crush and I’m going crazy. It’s someone totally unavailable to me and I try to pull back mentally but she’ll say something that completely reels me in. I’ll daydream a little and she’ll give me butterflies or make me blush, then I remember “nope! She is not available for you.” How does one deal with this?