u/SaikaPt

Ngl I have plans to stop pain forever

Ngl I have plans to stop pain forever

I started way too late after repping for so many years hiding everything I have too many masculine traits combined with a late age of 25 to start transitioning, Im extremely dysphoric and Im really not mentally well, I made an attempt some years ago that I havent told anyone and in another one all my parents told me was to stop shaming them.

This time tho I have plans, Im just going to let it ride for a few years even whilst suffering to see if I get happy with my appearance or not and then Ill see what comes out of it, Im going to drive my few friends away so they dont hurt when Im gone and Ill finally do it but thats just in a few years I guess, idk, Im kinda of in a bad mood rn and I needed to vent

u/SaikaPt — 7 hours ago

Had a dream

I had a dream where I saw a really pretty girl and she showed me her memories until I realized she was me, I felt so happy for a while until my brain told me that this was wrong and that I didnt look like that...

Idk why it tortures me like this... I wish I could dream a bit more because I felt really happy

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u/SaikaPt — 5 days ago