u/Salty_Rich8478

I got my first payout and then everything went down to hell!
I blew the funded after, and the saddest thing is I could’ve made another payout from that account because I made $5,000 on it.
I had another account from another prop firm. I passed the eval and made $8,000, and it was ready to withdraw — only if I was patient enough. I blew that account too.
Then every eval I take, I never pass. And if I do pass, I blow the funded.
I don’t like the price action right now. I don’t like how choppy it is. I don’t even know why I enter some of my trades anymore.
I’m just in the biggest revenge mindset because I feel like I almost made it big but lost it.
Now I don’t feel like I have an edge anymore, or discipline. I don’t follow my rules or strategy. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
Has anyone been through this after getting their first payout? How did you reset yourself?

Looking forward for my first payout 👏🏻👏🏻

I managed to be down 5322$ in a 50k account
From only one trade
Impressive
Roast me all you want

I just made the best trade of my life.. no gambling
Just patiently waiting for it and being confident about my trade didnt move my stop loss and i i didnt move my take profit! And im so proud of myself! No rage no emotions just confidence ahh i wish every trade is like this.

went from blowing multiple evals to finally getting funded.

Now I’m scared of blowing the funded account. 😩

I never realized how much trading a live account would change my mindset. It made me respect risk in a completely different way.
One or two trades a day. Boring is the strategy.
I’ve blown too many evals and lost money on my live account trying to rush the process. Hopefully this time is different.
Wish me luck.