u/SavakTheAlien

Im doing mostly the speech portion for my senior year. Does anyone have any monologue recommendations for humorous parts? Or any contrasting monologues in general?

I'm in cosmetology school. (Program for highschool students to be able to do a trade for part of their school day.)

It's a service day, which is when we get to play with eachothers hair for the day. Someone did my hair once maybe two months ago.

It makes me a little sad the others dont wanna do my hair, even though I've been everyone else's plenty of times. But I get it though, dealing with curly/kinky hair can be kinda difficult. It just makes me feel a little left out.

( Kinda edit I think: reposting this here since it wa a suggested after it got taken down in r/venting )

Im so tired of going to Dr offices and telling them how I feel, how im always getting sick, and im always dizzy.

The past 2 months I've been falling in and out of consciousness, people having to scream my name just to grab my attention. , major head aches that last days, my entire body feeling like it's on fire. And we go to doctor and they say "good news, nothings wrong"

LIKE NO ITS NOT!? I know there's something wrong, my body is sending signals something isnt right, no its not comforting to know somethings wrong with me but we can't find out why. It's driving me crazy knowing this.

Why would a doctor think that's good news? Don't they know that showing no signs of sick/illness while having something could be terrible in the future?

Could it be something that we caught so early that we can't even figure out what it could possibly be and I just have to get worse until we can figure it out!?

I know im probably over reacted, and I shouldn't worry too much cause the anxiety about it coud make it worse. But I cant help but feel helpless because all the people who are supposed to help me cant figure out what's going on either so I feel im at a loss.

Im so tired of going to Dr offices and telling them how I feel, how im always getting sick, and im always dizzy.

The past 2 months I've been falling in and out of consciousness, people having to scream my name just to grab my attention. , major head aches that last days, my entire body feeling like it's on fire. And we go to doctor and they say "good news, nothings wrong"

LIKE NO ITS NOT!? I know there's something wrong, my body is sending signals something isnt right, no its not comforting to know somethings wrong with me but we can't find out why. It's driving me crazy knowing this.

Why would a doctor think that's good news? Don't they know that showing no signs of sick/illness while having something could be terrible in the future?

Could it be something that we caught so early that we can't even figure out what it could possibly be and I just have to get worse until we can figure it out!?

I know im probably over reacted, and I shouldn't worry too much cause the anxiety about it coud make it worse. But I cant help but feel helpless because all the people who are supposed to help me cant figure out what's going on either so I feel im at a loss.

Edit for clarification:

Im 17, I dont know if my age is important but it kinda shows how long I've been fighting for my health.

When I was 14 I started noticing not normal symptoms in general. At first I thought it was my period. We found out when I was 16 (because thats how long it took for me to finally convince the doctors here something was wrong) we found out I had multiple cysts just just casually hanging out in my uterus. (Two aparently were twisted, still dont know exactly what that means)

When I was 15 it took 7 months for them to look at my knee because it was hurting to walk and we found out that my knee nap isnt aligned and that's what was causing me pain, and also that they can't fix it because of how mis-aligned it is.

Fighting with doctors for my health isnt new for me, its still hard as ever because I keep having to go back and forth with these people who keep telling me there's nothing they can do if everything keeps coming back with nothing wrong. Even though I KNOW something is.

Luckily my mom in the past has helped advocate for me, but I can tell even she is getting tired of the fight as well.

I made this post because im still getting sick all the time, regardless of the process im making, im still getting set back and its frustrating