Someone help me find a Reddit to spill my feelings
My mom has breast cancer and I feel like everything is gonna be really bad. She’s gonna get chemo and I feel like everything’s fucking over. What am I gonna do to help her when I feel like I’m just gonna explode when I have to be in person to support her, I have to be strong and stuff but maybe I cannot, I’m just gonna start crying. This took her mom before she was 60, and this illness took her sister before she was 60 and now my mom is barely 50 and I’m worried. I’m not even 30, I’m in my young 20s. I wasn’t ready for this and I know she’s not ready either, I’m really scared and I can’t even talk about it because I don’t want to think something bad will happen but I don’t want it to progress fast but it happened really fast with her sister. I feel selfish for thinking about how I’m not ready because I don’t want this to happen. She worked too hard in her life and gave me a good life but I am scared. Her2 3+.