25 months after my last injection, i’am still disconnected, disabled, and all the effects/sympthoms the injections gave to me are still there. I was injected with risperdal consta 50mg twice due to a wrong (false diagnosis).
is there any hope i will recover even after 25 months?
Today I hit the infamous “2 years mark” after my last injection (i only took 2x risperdal consta 50mg) due to a wrong (false) diagnosis.
Did i recovered? Not at all. Did it got better over time? Not at all. I just developed tinnitus after 13 months, basically that’s it. Every other symptoms din’t go away and din’t improve at all, my eyesight worsened over these 2 years.
i got injected with two risperdal consta 50mg injections, back in 4 july 2024 and then 16 july 2024, since then, 23 months have passed, i’am almost hitting the ”2 years mark”…
the point is that not only i don’t recovered any of the sympthoms/effects these injections gave to me, but i developed new symptoms like chronic left chest-nipple pain at 5 months, tinnitus after 13 months, crack on my throat when I swallow at 15 months, stomach-gastro intestinal chronic issue at 18 months…
P.s: I was falsely diagnosed, i had zero benefits from these injections, i only got the direct effects and side effects (disconnection from sexuality, emotion, time, space, eyesight issues (visual snow-like) cognitive and memory deficit, substance blockage, sleep deprivation,……….
I took 2 injections because of a wrong diagnosis 22 months ago, since then i never recovered, all my sympthoms are tinnitus, insomnia (impossible to fall asleep during daytime) and unable to feel tiredness, memory and cognitive decline, sexual disfunction and non-existent libido, feeling of being feverish/derealization/inside a lucid dream, cannot feel anymore the time, the world seems grey and fake, eyesight issue when there is no much light (before I could see almost perfectly even in the semi-darkness), and zero motivation, hunger, thrist, waking up at 6AM Unable to keep sleeping and feeling like i dint even sleep (i don’t feel anymore rested) and i cannot feel comfort/relax.
flu sympthoms last 2-4 weeks after these injections, before a normal flu lasted like2-4 days, it’s like the whole ability of my body to heal is nerfed by 80%.
i fannot feel any emotions, i can’t feel cigarets (nicotine), i can’t feel coffee, i can’t smoke anymore weed because it just give me more derealization and panic (before the injections it give me a level of pleausure and helped me hyperfocus and enjoy 10x times more videogames and music)… and goes on like that for the past 22 months.
honestly i’am losing hope, i was completely normal and healthy (never had psychosis or delusions) i just reached a psych ward on my own due to panic attacks, these mfs then keept me there against my will once i beat panic attacks and told me that if i wanted to go back to my home/life i had to take this injections, i Just trusted them and took the injections, worst thing i did in my life: trusting a “doctor“..