u/SeaOutlandishness865

I've only seen incels complain about women having crazy height standards. i'll sometimes see looksmaxxing and body type shit but theres always men replying to those being like "but if you arent at like 180 cm they dont want you" like?? so what?? boo fucking hoo man women have to deal with so much more. if a guy is tall and can get anyone no matter his looks, that just proves that they have it easier. idk im lowk drunk so this might not make sense but yeah

im going to china in a few weeks and im so fucking stressed. im a chubby waisan and i know damn well im gonna be looked at and mocked. literally when i went last time a girl came up to me asking me if i knew i was fat in china??? the worst part is the friends im going with (stacies) wanna go clubbing and shit so i have to go with them but the whole time im gonna be alone while they get hit on. i know its gonna be 10x worse for me than it is in america and im dreading it. im not slim, i dont have pale or clear skin, im so bad at doing makeup, my trip is gonna suck :( im also oaying for the whole trip so im probably just gona be eating the whole time while my friends go to the club

obviously i never had a chance with him, hes hated me forever and then i look on instagram and see his post with his girlfriend AT THE BEACH and i have to make myself suffer by looking at it and seeing how perfect her body is. i hate summer i hate seeing all the beautiful girls i know post about how beautiful they are. i just went to the beach for a week with friends and i stayed inside the whole time because they all looked so good and i looked like a blob of flesh in my bathing suit.

i cant wven work bevause of my disabilities, i'm not graduating highschool because of them, and ill never have a love life because of them. i dont know why i had to be born like this, i'm going to end up alone , poor, and drug addicted, and its not like i can marry a rich man to save me because im so ugly nobofy could ever want me that way, im finally accepting im never going to amount to anything and my whole life has been a waste