im tired of this family
used to get good result now im just students that failed most the subject. living in this family is so draining. ive attempd more than 10 times since im 8 y/o i wonder why i didnt keep going and now im 17 i think its time to give it another try. im so tired of them expectating me to get good result despite of their treatment towards me. i wish to get out of this house. life was just about to get good.. i started doing my home works 1 day ago stopped jerking off and its been 7 days now. life really felt like everything is going good and today life slap me in the face and remind me im still living in the same family that make me want to commit when i was a kid. im tired i coudlnt cry its been 2 years since i cry my heart out. its been a while ive been trying to look for ways that could make me cry please help