Why am I always so angry and irritated I have so much anger inside me for no reason and I can’t stop it everything and everyone pisses me off like I am such a nice person I help everybody like basically im normal with everyone but there is this anger for no reason and it mostly eats me alive when I’m alone there is also another feeling it’s Kinde sadness but in anger form too if anyone understands please help me stop this
I already payed 2 times I payed 60€ for the items and 60 more for shipping what is this
Whenever I have a crush and like them a lot and then they ask me if I wanna be in a relationship with them I get cringed out or scared idk which and lose feeling like before they ask me I want a whole family with them and stuff but when they ask me if I want to be in a relationship I lose all feeling and the thought of them telling people I’m their girlfriend disgusts me and them saying like oblige you and stuff being all clingy just grosses me out but before they ask me if I wanna be in a relationship the thought of them kissing me is not bad and I want it but after asking everything just gets weird I guess I like it when the person is all cold and I don’t know if they like me or not please tell what I can do to fix this or why I’m like this and should I be in a relationship with them if I don’t really want it but I don’t want to lose them and what also scares me is how they’ll be if we break up yk