Depressed about low sex drive
I got diagnosed in my early 30s. Was in denial and in fear of treatment plan for 3 years. Finally started HRT, which helped with joint pain and fatigue.
Libido hasn't returned. Weed helps but I have zero spontaneous desire. I feel so empty inside. My parter is amazing but I feel so guilty.
I feel no interest in sex, no attraction, nothing. A few years before my diagnosis I was telling people I was asexual.
I would do anything to get my libido back and interest in sex. The last time I remember wanting sex/getting spontaneously horny was like July 2016.
My endocrinologist hasn't mentioned testosterone.
I feel better knowing I'm not alone in this feeling.
What hurts the most is seeing women a lot older than me still being able to get horny and feel sexy. It's quite a depressing existence.