u/Seekertok2390

I’m a 36 yo woman with three kids. Husband can barely look up from his phone. I talked to him yesterday ab me struggling and su!cid@l ideation and he had a smile on his face(wtf). My kids are mean af to me & treat me like shii they make me cry daily with their verbal abuse. I have 0 friends and 0 support systems. I have to do everything on my own, I don’t have anyone helping me even when I cry or beg. I also have EDS and chronic pain. I’m on disability so I can’t afford to just leave or even go to a center and stay for any extended period of time. No one cares. I have no one. How tf do I stay alive atp? Long rant I know but if I don’t get help soon I know where I’ll end up going and it’s not earth side.