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Yup as brutal as that sounds. She (26) just isn't that mentally strong, I'm 35, known her 6 years......

It's surreal, I improved my business greatly, got the house, got her a truck, I lost 40 lbs and became celibate to show her I meant business...... I had my mouth reconstructed and legs too, bones surgeries. Correct some old damage....... then just as that's all finishing up........a few weeks ago I find out there's a massive tumor in me and that was too much for her.

It's since been cut out, gnarly scar...... but decent risk it'll come back. I didn't chase her, she can't handle this kinda thing.......sad. I'll be fine, going to just stay single. Don't want anyone accidentally falling for me

I'll likely re edit this later, I'm just lacking support.... seems like a lot of people can't emotionally handle being around a guy that has stage 4 kidney cns lung cancer.....I don't blame them, it's depressing. None of my friends have wanted to see me since the cancer was finally found. Only person that wants to see me is my mom, but she's going hysterical because of this, to the point she's almost been put in a ward....so I've had to limit my hours with her and I'm fairly alone.

It's ok, I am very tough, early 30s guy, successful, so I'll be able to be comfortable throughout the process..... But does anybody have any favorite support chat group recommendations? Some company would be nice.

Need to find some for my mom too..... that's about it.