I was in a two year long distance "relationship" and he broke up with me after meeting
He told me that he didn't find me attractive, and that he would rather be friends, even though he avoids talking to me much
He spend two weeks here, and I am lucky to live in a pretty cool city, and he told me that he wanted to meet me just to have someone to hang out while getting to know the city.
We had sex only like twice in those two weeks, and only from behind. When I got on top, he went totally soft. He avoided touching me much, we never kissed even. And every evening he would leave around 8-9pm to go to his hotel, and only see me later in the afternoon. I think he probably went out with other women quite honestly. I tried to not get too sad about it
Also if we went out, he would just talk all the time about I needed to change my appearance, like get jaw surgery (I am ugly, but I really don't think that I need jaw surgery), braces and basically a whole another face, other hair, other everything.
Now if we ever text, is because I write him. And he insists he isn't seeing anyone, but that he still doesn't want me and even tells me to go date other men. This man crossed the ocean to meet. And he is a true, real incel who would compulsively post on reddit about how no woman wanted him, and who I consoled for literal years on his insecurities. Even someone like that does not want me.
My life is also in complete shambles because I am too ugly to even keep a job, I was getting bullied hard by a hot woman at work and when I spoke up, all the stupid men there defended her and I got fired.
Truly feeling at my end. I also got bullied so hard by my boss afterwards (he wants to fuck this woman so badly and acts awkward af around her), that I went through a mental crisis and cut off all my hair and now I look even uglier fml