u/Separate_Focus4718

I'm depressed😭😭 We studied for 9 months at school, and we had 3 months of summer break. I knew that we would be studying all of June at college, and I thought, "It's going to be fine, I can easily get through these 3 weeks by studying, writing my book + my youtube channel + my novel" How wrong I was. I don't like one of the subjects, and I'm on edge the entire time. I go to the hallway every 20 minutes, I'm late, and I stay behind in the cafeteria and during breaks. AND IT'S GOING TO LAST THE ENTIRE WEEK. WHOLE. WEEK. ONE. OBJECT. Instead of having 5 different subjects a day, like I used to. At least my hyperactive side found an application when I had to think about several things and solve several problems at once. But here, you just... You sit there, read a boring medical procedure, perform it, and wait monotonously for the others to do it, while the teacher drones on about the same thing for 30 minutes in a dull, monotonous, and anhedonic voice. At least I'm going to practice at the end of the month, but I have a tough exam that has failed many students. I want a week's vacation. Then fuck me however and wherever you want, bitches👹