You'd post a description of your likes, hobbies, work, and so forth and people would say whether they find you interesting or not.
Hi. I'm a 44m living in San Antonio, Texas. Right now I'm getting over a divorce after being together for 18 years. I have two daughters, 7 and 9 (those are their ages, not their names, sorry).
I've been feeling terribly lonely and have had many a night full of dark, dark thoughts. I keep wondering if at my age I'll find friendship again, love perhaps, but i keep telling myself if one girl left me for my faults, what other girl would like me.
The following is a little about me. I'll try to be concise, but i can't promise anything because I'm just that way.
I'm 5'10, 6'2 in heels. I used to think i was trans but now I'm not too sure after my wife told me that it felt as though she were "living with a woman trapped in a man's body." So, I'm trying to let those thoughts go. I'm still pro-LGBT. I'm pretty skinny, like around 180.
My two daughters are so smart. One loves to play chess, the other loves to read. They both live to draw and be creative. I used to draw a lot many years ago, but have since stopped ever since a drawing i made offended someone i cared about. I also enjoy writing. I've written two books. Neither is published. I have ideas for about ten more books in my mind.
I like books. I'm currently in-between Don Quixote and Greek Myths and Legends. I enjoy Magic the Gathering but not Commander. I collect Hot Wheels and Monster High (Ghoulia is my favorite). I enjoy quiet time at home, but can definitely listen to good music including rock, alternative, techno, rave, electronic, classical, neo-classical, and some Latin music. I have a degree in Funeral Sciences and am a licensed funeral director and embalmer. I can solve a Rubik's cube in about three or four minutes. I like doing magic tricks with cards.
I enjoy simple things, nothing too extravagant. McDonald's, Chick-fil-A, Whataburger, Taco Bell. Right now i feel a sort of pain looking at restaurants like Saltgrass Steakhouse and Olive Garden because my ex so enjoyed those restaurants.
I really love art. I'm a huge fan of artists like Waterhouse, Leighton, Hirschl, Falero, Sandys, and Rosetti. One of my favorite pieces is Love's Shadow by Frederick Sandys.
I love horror movies. Some of my favorites include Carrie, Christine, When Evil Lurks, Barbarian, Even Lambs Have Teeth, Pearl/X, Byzantium, Trick r Treat, Tucker and Dale, and way too many others to name here. Weirdest movie I've seen recently was Valerie and her Week of Wonders.
I'm currently going through a phase where I like Goth aesthetic, although i don't dress the part at all.
Right now I'm in-between jobs. I have little to no money. I'm trying to find something that will help me rebuild a life. I've been living with my parents ever since i was kicked out of my old home by my mother in law. My car was stolen a month after i arrived but my parents are nice enough to lend me theirs. I didn't have any of my old stuff and at some point I need to go back to pick it all up.
I spend most of my days either at my parents' home or in a library. I like to work on puzzles in the library and i use their computers to write or to apply to jobs. I have an interview tomorrow. I've held many jobs before. Besides an apprentice embalmer/funeral director, I've been a graphics designer, an office manager, a payroll clerk, a customer service agent, a GameStop employee, and at one point i was even making trophies and plaques. My toughest job was probably calling random people asking for donations for fire fighters. That job only lasted a day.
I'm not sure what else you'd like to know. Am I interesting, or I probably don't have any hope whatsoever?
I've been really depressed lately and I'd like to find a place to write a little about myself, my likes, interests, talents and stuff and see if I'm a likable person. I've been lonely for a while since my divorce and I'm just trying to figure out what exactly is broken about me. Thank you.