u/SeraphsEnvy

Hi. I'm 45m. I've been very lonely for 7 months now since my divorce. I have no friends. I recently saw some videos of pool players and remembered how i used to have fun playing it with friends 20 years ago. Would it be weird of me to go to a pool hall alone and pay for a table to play and just fuck around for a while? I'm not a decent player, but i just figure it might be something amusing to do for a short while.

The opening notes are

A (sustained), G, A, A#. Repeat.

Then it follows into a set of 20 notes where they rise and fall in sequence. Like five notes up, then five down, then five up, then down again. Like cascading notes. Then it returns to the earlier A, G, A, A# sequence. It sounds orchestral or like an organ is playing it.

I feel it's often associated with background music in modern spy thrillers or scenes where an assassin is preparing. Like something out of Hitman.

Been looking for a place where i can go and use a computer, specifically Word to work on a document. The longer the better (library closes at 6 except for on Mondays and Tuesdays when they close at 8) Free would be better but i could part with a small fee. I'm in the North West area. It would need to be connected to the Internet so i could also access my email. Thank you.

Edit: A lot of helpful people are asking why i need Word specifically. I don't. I just need a workstation where I can work on a Word document (doc, docx) and edit/read/add comments. My personal desktop is down at the moment so I just need my hands on a workstation with word processing accessibility.

I'm recently divorced and have been feeling extremely lonely since she left me. I didn't know anything about dating and would like to know if it's ok if i don't drink during dates? I don't like alcohol at all, although I'm fine if she wants to. But it's just not for me. Would i be found odd or unapproachable if i don't drink? I recently asked if i could ask a girl i met working at a sales counter in the mall out and the consensus was a big "no," so i really don't know where to ask girls out unless it's at a bar or something, but since i don't drink i find that intimidating.

Hi. I remember watching a clip a few months ago on Instagram where a player went to an LGS and, after noticing there was no one there to play against, she opted to pay for one of the workers to play.

I was wondering if this was a real thing, where i might be able to pay for a play partner if even for a while. I live in San Antonio Texas, btw. Thank you in advance.

Edit: I'm not sure what my decks' formats are. There are so many labels nowadays that i get confused. I stopped playing at LGSs/competitively years ago, and only played with my (now ex) wife and a couple of friends back where i used to live. Since my divorce and move, I've found no one to play with. My decks contain cards from when i first started Magic (4th/Ice Age) to whatever i find will fit in them.

(Added for clarification)

Spectator chooses a card. The card is returned to the deck and the magician controls the card to the bottom. The deck is cut into three piles. Using "magician's choice" force the spectator to choose the pile with their card at the bottom. Have them name any card in the deck. Then, using the pile they have, they spell out that card's name with the cards, dealing a card per letter. Once they've spelled it out, they place the remaining cards on the dealt pile and do it again. And do it one more time. Then flip over the top card of the pile and it should be their originally chosen card.

I can't find the tut video anywhere, and even though i had done it before and it worked, right now I'm trying it again and it doesn't (thankfully I wasn't performing). Anyone familiar with this effect? Thank you.

If i like a woman and I've asked her out on a date, am i supposed to ask "do you want to be my girlfriend?" afterwards? Or is that question weird?

I start hoping they take a different route at some point or i try to get ahead of them whenever i find an opening.

Pretty much the title. After my wife divorced me, she took off to Florida where now i can't see my daughters in person. I still see them (8 and 10) but only over webcam. Are there any cool tricks i can somehow perform with their interaction over webcam? Thank you.

I don't know if there's a term for this but first thing i can think of is joi but sfw, where there is just talk and no sex involved. Maybe just positive affirmation type videos. Please and thank you.

Pretty much the title. For my birthday I received $25 through Cashapp. I don't have a bank card because I'm overdrafted by $500 in my regular bank (i don't have a job). So i got a chime account but i still can't use it. Then i remember seeing people use Google wallet to make their phones into a tap-to-pay device, so i downloaded that and it turns out my phone doesn't have that ability. Any help would be great, thank you. I'd just love to know how to use it while i wait for a credit card from Cashapp. Thank you.

Hi. 44m here. Not sure if i can post this here. My wife... (my ex-wife, God how odd it feels to say it like that...) just finished divorcing me three days ago on the 28th. She has been seeing someone else she had met on Reddit months ago and had told me back in early January that she was going to divorce me then take our two girls to live with her new man in Florida in July.

Since our separation in January, i lost my car to theft, lost my job to depression, been living with my parents on their couch in San Antonio, have been calling my daughters every night to read them bed time stories, and have been battling constant dark thoughts. I have no car, no money, and i have been trying to get a job since February with no luck.

I feel completely lonely since i have absolutely no friends here. I try to go out and be social, but much like that song How Soon Is Now, i end up going out only to come back home and just wanting to cry into a pillow. I don't even want something romantic at this point. I just want someone to hug and watch a movie with or something. It's fucking pathetic. Just hate feeling like this. I don't want anyone to "celebrate" my birthday. No songs. No cake. Just... I don't know how to feel.

I hope this doesn't get deleted. But with my luck it will.

You'd post a description of your likes, hobbies, work, and so forth and people would say whether they find you interesting or not.

Hi. I'm a 44m living in San Antonio, Texas. Right now I'm getting over a divorce after being together for 18 years. I have two daughters, 7 and 9 (those are their ages, not their names, sorry).

I've been feeling terribly lonely and have had many a night full of dark, dark thoughts. I keep wondering if at my age I'll find friendship again, love perhaps, but i keep telling myself if one girl left me for my faults, what other girl would like me.

The following is a little about me. I'll try to be concise, but i can't promise anything because I'm just that way.

I'm 5'10, 6'2 in heels. I used to think i was trans but now I'm not too sure after my wife told me that it felt as though she were "living with a woman trapped in a man's body." So, I'm trying to let those thoughts go. I'm still pro-LGBT. I'm pretty skinny, like around 180.

My two daughters are so smart. One loves to play chess, the other loves to read. They both live to draw and be creative. I used to draw a lot many years ago, but have since stopped ever since a drawing i made offended someone i cared about. I also enjoy writing. I've written two books. Neither is published. I have ideas for about ten more books in my mind.

I like books. I'm currently in-between Don Quixote and Greek Myths and Legends. I enjoy Magic the Gathering but not Commander. I collect Hot Wheels and Monster High (Ghoulia is my favorite). I enjoy quiet time at home, but can definitely listen to good music including rock, alternative, techno, rave, electronic, classical, neo-classical, and some Latin music. I have a degree in Funeral Sciences and am a licensed funeral director and embalmer. I can solve a Rubik's cube in about three or four minutes. I like doing magic tricks with cards.

I enjoy simple things, nothing too extravagant. McDonald's, Chick-fil-A, Whataburger, Taco Bell. Right now i feel a sort of pain looking at restaurants like Saltgrass Steakhouse and Olive Garden because my ex so enjoyed those restaurants.

I really love art. I'm a huge fan of artists like Waterhouse, Leighton, Hirschl, Falero, Sandys, and Rosetti. One of my favorite pieces is Love's Shadow by Frederick Sandys.

I love horror movies. Some of my favorites include Carrie, Christine, When Evil Lurks, Barbarian, Even Lambs Have Teeth, Pearl/X, Byzantium, Trick r Treat, Tucker and Dale, and way too many others to name here. Weirdest movie I've seen recently was Valerie and her Week of Wonders.

I'm currently going through a phase where I like Goth aesthetic, although i don't dress the part at all.

Right now I'm in-between jobs. I have little to no money. I'm trying to find something that will help me rebuild a life. I've been living with my parents ever since i was kicked out of my old home by my mother in law. My car was stolen a month after i arrived but my parents are nice enough to lend me theirs. I didn't have any of my old stuff and at some point I need to go back to pick it all up.

I spend most of my days either at my parents' home or in a library. I like to work on puzzles in the library and i use their computers to write or to apply to jobs. I have an interview tomorrow. I've held many jobs before. Besides an apprentice embalmer/funeral director, I've been a graphics designer, an office manager, a payroll clerk, a customer service agent, a GameStop employee, and at one point i was even making trophies and plaques. My toughest job was probably calling random people asking for donations for fire fighters. That job only lasted a day.

I'm not sure what else you'd like to know. Am I interesting, or I probably don't have any hope whatsoever?