I’m not built to be single
I know this might be a toxic take, but I need to know if anyone else feels this way too.
I have so much love I want to give. I want a life with someone. Someone to depend on, and someone who depends on me. I want to start a family someday, have a little house together, and just build a soft life with someone I love.
Lowkey, I want to be taken care of while taking care of someone else too. Call me a sweet girl while I make you dinner after work and bake your favorite dessert. Let me pack your lunches with little notes inside. Let me learn your favorite game or listen to you talk about the hobbies you love.
I want someone to buy me flowers and listen to me yap about my garden. I want to be held tight at night.
After being treated badly in past relationships, I’ve raised my standards a lot. But sometimes it scares me because I wonder if I raised them too high,like maybe the kind of love I want only exists in dreams, on paper, or on TikTok.
I’ve spent most of my life taking care of other people, and I think a part of me just wants to feel that kind of love back for once.
And yeah, I know it’s important to be comfortable by yourself and all that jazz, but a plant can’t water itself 😭😭 That’s honestly how I feel sometimes. I think I’m just yearning a little tooooo hard on main fr
I’m just scared I won’t find this one day
Please tell me someone else understands.