u/Serious-Cheesecake_

I have recently had a early mid life crises. (For 4 years)
I have been under a lot of mental stress, yo-yo’d in weight, cried for days at a time. Lost partners to addiction, lost a grandmother who was more of a mother. And currently in remission of Pure OCD.

I feel like I’ve lost my youth, and I have 0 confidence in my appearance anymore. I have aged which I know I am fortunate and should cherish each passing day. But, I am only human. And at the risk of being reprimanded - I miss turning heads. What can I do? And advice is truly appreciated.