Is it over
Tonight I came back from dinner and saw my mom and dad quarrelling, punching and kicking each other. I had to physically stop them before it got worse. Then my mom was crying and all threatening that she is going to jump down and kill herself. My dad said if I dont stop her then he will kill me. Im not sure what to do, im always the punching bag and the outlet of frustration. Everything went downhill since 10 months ago when we sold the house due to my mothers gambling debt and since then we had moved to three different houses already. Today was the first day moving to this house. Im currently in poly, study hard and have a pretty good gpa but unfortunately due to all this I had to defer my studies and our financial situation is only getting worse day by day, barely scraping by for food and shelter. I always thought my mom was annoying and incessant and after all the trouble she caused, she was still my mom. The fight started over something small like my mom complaining that my dad was relaxing and not doing any unpacking, and I think this time its different and they will finally get a divorce. Im really at a loss now not sure what to do… im only writing this right now because I have no one to talk to, no friends, no siblings, I had a pet of 6 years but was forced to send him after selling the house. Maybe its really over this time, I cant see any future ahead of me nor do I have anything to lose. If this is it for me then at least I spoke out.