Not able to have sex as much as we used to 25F
Hey, I am a 25F I started sex 1-2 years back with my Bf. We initially were on same page our desires and drive matched but eventually I realised I don't enjoy initiating as much as I enjoy being a pillow princess. We also had breakups and fights also we moved to LDR due to some changes in life.
After our recent trip when I was with him for 3 weeks he noticed changes in my drive. Although for 1 week I was on period then when we did I got bruised due to less lub and long break of months so I waited 5 more days to actually start liking penetrative sex.
While I did gave him BJs after I came back home he said he think I don't find him attractive anymore, which I don't agree at all. What to do?
Edit: the solution he proposed is, since we are each other's first he want me to sleep with another man to explore what is the issue. I find it disguating.