u/Shmoodical

something I feel I’ve felt as a virgin is that 99% of religious people I meet come off as extremely hypocritical or condescending.

Heres a perfect example, I had a friend who was Muslim. we would get into various discussion including religion. He would eventually try to persuade me that I should become a Muslim because we had a lot of agreements, and how its so great etc etc.

Meanwhile he’s telling me this I’m just thinking “bruh this dude has a bodycount over 10 and has a gf, lol and he’s trying to tell me the virgin that I need to be religious???”

it’s like we virgins are unintentionally following religious rules without trying to, and then religious people come trying to turn us, but it just comes off as condescending because that person isn’t even following the rules themselves.

in my view for most people religion just means “I can have sex as much as I want and then god will forgive me and everything will be fine once I’m married“.

so my weekend was going the usual boring way as it always does, on Sunday I feel depressed and demotivated and I go sit at my apartment window and start to smoke a blunt. It’s become a nice little stress reliever in my life and I’ve found the blunts work better than vapes at de stressing.

so I’m enjoying myself, feeling the nice breeze on me as I smoke and watch outside. Then I see something that brings be back down to reality.

walking below my apartment building I see a couple walking holding hands. A tall black dude with dreads ( honestly this type of look is the one I see having the most success with girls nowadays , you even see girls saying on TikTok like “need me a dread head” etc). And the girl was a cute looking skinny white/asian girl (couldn’t tell).

obviously I see couples all the time, that wasn’t triggering. But they where like playing around with eachother and teasing eachother, like she’d poke at him and they where laughing and just enjoying their summer day. This sounds stupid but they weren’t just walking past, they hanged around like 8 minutes while I smoked. Idk how old they where but the guy looked a few years younger than me, probably 17-22. That’s how easy it is guys, other guys just live their lives, go out and have fun with their girlfriends on a nice summer day, while guys like us waste our lives trying to figure things out and just smoke weed at home like a loser.