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hopefully, after michael’s new movie coming out and people listening to his music and the jackson’s again, we will see a rise in disco 80s type of music. We need some groovy tunes back, because honestly music lately is either extremely sad or just very hyper. I love earth wind and fire maybe some bee gees too. we need more dance feel good music that has a good instrumental, not just beats but guitars, drums, everything. bring back good quality thought out music!!

My mother has been horrible to me for the past idk 10 years maybe? I am 22 years old still living at home because i haven’t graduated college and my country people normally move out when they get married or they turn like 30. She has hit me, pulled my hair, insulted me in the most disgusting ways my entire life, even in front of my boyfriends of the time.

Everyday I wake and she’s belittling me, one time she said to me “I mean who would ever want to be your friend or date you? Look at you”. I know I am not ugly because people say that that I am pretty a lot but she makes me feel like the most worthless person to ever exist. And when someone says that to you so frequently, you start to believe it

Everything I do is stupid to her, even my International Business career. I decided to buy a bedazzling kit because I was so depressed I need something to keep me moving or else I would drowned myself deeper in that sadness. When she saw the kit she just said “You are so childish” with a disgusted look. Back to my career, she has never EVER asked, how was your day? what are you learning? do you like it? She does not care at all about what I do, doesn’t even know I have a very high GPA and try so hard to be the best because I can’t wait to leave or die.

She is incredibly insecure, leading to her getting so many surgeries to “fix” her face which is honestly traumatizing seeing your mother literally have a new face. This is all because my dad cheated on her but she still stayed. She is such a pick me when she’s with him, turns him against me and acts innocent saying “I am a horrible”. I really can’t take it anymore.

I have never felt “a mothers love” and whenever I see it in movies or see my friends with their mothers, I feel so alienated because I have no idea what that is. Gossip with your mom without it turning into a screaming match?

Naturally, due to this, I have lost many friends because she says they’re all fake and not good for me. I don’t even want a boyfriend anymore because of how insecure she has made me feel. I feel so alone and desperate to find connections.

I obviously have a younger brother who is her pride and joy. He doesn’t get the good grades I get or everything I do like extracurriculars in my college. My name is on a plaque in my high school for the best chemistry student for christs sake. But still, she loves him more and it’s very clear. She hugs him kisses him talks about him like he is her sun. Oh and everyone sees that, my dad too and has confronted her about it but nothing changes.

I don’t love my mother, I did before but now i can’t, my brain doesn’t let me. She is an awful person who says she’s “catholic” and forces us to go to church every sunday even though she is the opposite of what Jesus preaches. I am a religious person but I just can’t understand why I got this as my mother.

She’s the reason I am depressed and suicidal and I hope when I finally get the courage to do it, she understands all the pain and suffering she caused me. I hope guilt washes all over her every morning for the rest of her life.

holii como van? alguien sabe de clases de canto personalizadas en medellín. más específicamente en el poblado o envigado. tengo 22 años pero quiero aprender :p