u/Short_Conflict5818

I was going the sub route and it wasn’t going well at all. I’m an abandoned pain pt. Caved and ordered some SR yesterday but it won’t be here until tomorrow. I seriously considered going to get more 7 until the SR gets here. Then I immediately found a tab that I didn’t realize I hadn’t taken. And I ate that fucker. It barely helped bc I was in debilitating pain.

Now idk wtf to do. Do I need to do another 12 hours before I take another strip? I don’t want to go get more but I also don’t want to drive my car into a lake and that’s a serious consideration

Mandi on TikTok has told me to go the SR route but I already had an appt with bicycle health and I don’t like lying so I just did what the doctor said and started subs. I should’ve listened to Mandi.

I have severe and permanent long thoracic nerve damage. I’ve been through it medically and am an abandoned pain pt. My doctor retired.

I’ve been on 7 abt 8 months. Anywhere between 700mg-1000mg.

Anyway I’m on day 3 of subs, just finished 48 hours. My fucking shoulder feels like I’ve been stabbed in the back. I took 32 fkn mgs the first day. 24 day 2. I only have 3 strips left until my next appt tomorrow.

I ordered some SR yesterday and it will be here tomorrow. I was debating quitting the subs and just doing a taper. Then I fucking found a God damn tab I didn’t know I had and I took that bihhh. 😭 it barely helped despite it being over 14 hours since my last strip. I fucking hate myself and my body. Someone tell me what to do please