Quitting
I've been trying to quit 7-0 for awhile now. I have a really high tolerance I take like 1,200 mg. I've tried cold turkey, did it once successfully. But if you know you know all that addiction doesn't get better. It gets worse. I've tried to quit culture again. Started tweaking now shaking and sweating and it gave me well. Better yet it made me feel hopeless like I could never quit this stuff. Tried to taper down. It worked. Try to substitute it with kratom. It worked for what I'm trying to realize is I just need a lifestyle change. I need to rewire my brain and create dopamine a different way because Quentin Cold turkeys definitely doable. I proved it today. I got transferred to the Midland nowhere and thyme and geographic location would not allow me to take the 7-0 there was no smoke shops in town. The lunch breaks here are only 30 minutes so I couldn't go and I went the whole day better part of 1415 hours without taking it. All I can say is it's all a mental thing. Yes I was shaking. Yes I was sweating. I want s*** myself. I don't know why but it's like my bladder stopped working and she started working out of nowhere and I almost pissed myself. But I realized it's really, really. Just the mind thing is to keep the mind busy. I'm glad grateful for today showed me that I can. I mean I still went and got 200 mg as soon as I could. The body aches were there. The sweats were there but it really wasn't all bad.