To help get over gunil getting kicked from the group. I'm just gonna pretend he's doing his military service.
Cus all we villians can do is continue supporting the group and sit with this sucky feeling of the reality of it all. Only time will tell what will happen to gunil from here and what will happen to the group.
Training alone and racing alone sucks
I don't have friends that like to run and everytime I say it's always comments of "oh I could never" "Why would you do that" or something along the lines of "I love that for you! But I would never go with you" they always mean well but it gets disheartening and just makes me feel so alone sometimes
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I ran my 1st half yesterday, super proud, but it was so hard to stay motivated because I ended up feeling so alone watching everyone pass so it was so mentally tasking and I couldn't meet the goal that I have been working for
Again I am still super proud I did it and finished
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I'm a slower runner too so I will subconsciously beat myself up if I'm not "fast enough" since everyone seems to be fast nowadays