I hate...
GODDAMMIT. I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT. I should've went to a HBCU instead of this fucking trade-based PWI. What the fuck was I thinking? Trades are already filled with backwards racist rednecks and white people. And a PWI on top of it is just the fat cherries on top of this shit cake. The worst part is all I can do is just report is a Dorm Counselor who I KNOW FOR A FUCKING FACT won't stop it, nor put an end to it.
I can't even fight them, because I would get kicked out of the school, and this place is my last lifeline. Sometimes, I wish assault wasn't illegal because there are people who desperately NEED some belt-to-ass to set them straight.
Sometimes, I think I hate being black. Then, I realize... I hate being Black because of the stupid ass world we live in. It's not the blackness, it's everyone else.
1 year. 1 year. Just gotta last 1 year.