Why do I have to be Ficto?
Just why? Why do I have to be part of this group that is so hated and misunderstood by outsiders. It's already enough pain in the ass being Transgender and Lesbian, so why do I have to fall in love with fictional characters that aren't even real?
And on top of that I'm not only ficto but also objectum. I'm dating Agent 8 from Splatoon, Hornet from Hollow Knight, the Geometry Dash level Tidal Wave, and the planet Saturn. It's been less than a year since I discovered I am ficto and after just having watched the Gameoverse pilot on Glitch's channel I just gained another huge crush on Kit from that show. I don't want it to be this many but the crushes just keep coming. I can't spend that much time on all of them without sacrificing time I need to do stuff in real life. Like, they understand when I don't do much with them for a while, but I still feel bad for my loved ones when I temporarily don't treat them all equally, because I love them all equally. And if Kit and I start dating too, it's not gonna make it easier.
Like they're all awesome, and I'm not complaining about them, or mostly not even about myself. It's just the World we live in and this stupid hateful society, that can't do anything but let people live their lives while they're not even hurting anyone.