starting the journey. (D1)
It's 2011, and I have a random obsession with diapers. My real dad walked in on me wetting myself. From then on, these were a new fetish that would haunt me till now. Flash to 2025. I make a promise to my family. I'll FINALLY quit being a dl. Come back 3 months later in November. I relapsed and bought goodnites. A month later, I try to quit again. went successfully for legit 2 weeks. relapsed again, and I got my hand on Tenas at this point. I don't quit. I bought Rearz, and this went on for months. Till now, 2 days ago they found out I was buying pull ups. All. Of. Them. (I was on a trip back from Minneapolis and finally found 6-7T pull-ups.) I was insanely embarrassed, as even my fucking cousins already knew from the past I already had trouble with diapers. They clowned me by calling me "diaper boy." SO MUCH. Today and from now on, I'm once and for all quitting.I really don't just want to throw away new pull ups. I'm probably going to give them to my stepdad's nephews. I don't know what to do with the Rearz and Tenas. I think I might dispose of them. (PS. It's ABDL diapers with prints.) Please give me advice for this new step for me. I'm going to cut off porn also. (diaper) I will be posting on days I have the highest urges of relapsing.