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My first gender affirming surgery. I am absolutely terrified (irrational fear of anaesthesia/surgery) but got it am so so excited

I will never bleed down there again!!! No more stupid pads! Or panty liners!!!! No more cramps!!!! And oh my god the best of it all ✨i can go off depo✨ which i’ve been on to manage pain and bleeding for like 5-6 years.
Pretty sure i have endo, and my surgeon told me she’d take any out if she sees it(: so i’ll also hopefully been in a lot less pain day-to-day now.

I can’t wait. It feels like i’m starting a new chapter. A scary chapter, sure, but a really exciting one.
(Bonus cuz funny. I wanna ask if i can keep my uterus in a lil jar or something. Anyone have experience w that? Lol. I’m Canadian, not sure if it’ll be allowed)

Just curious if there’s any stealth/passing communities or even just content creators or something.

I feel very alone in my gender. I am a trans man who desperately hates the “trans” part. I feel like i will never be able to be just a man, and i would love to be able to surround myself with evidence that that isn’t true. I’m sure a lot of the reason is yknow… because they’re stealth. But i would love to see more binary trans men, it’s a difficult experience and i honestly have had other trans people be rude about the fact i don’t want to scream to the world that I’m trans. Honestly, i just wanna be cis. Even being a cis woman would be better than this, but alas that obviously didn’t work out for me lol. I feel like this isn’t a very common desire, at least online.