u/Signal_Platypus_2625

I've always wanted to be wholly loved. Every part of me to be embraced. Another break up, another fact that it simply isn't possible... maybe im broken, maybe my ideals are too high. I dont believe people when they like me anyways and I start calling them liars because im too insecure to accept the fact that people might actually enjoy my existence.

I'm doing good in life and I've done everything I can. Yet the pain is still here. That longing is still here. I feel like im being punished for abuse I didnt even get a say in.

I just want to be free. Anytime I think im close to some stability, everything is pulled from under me and I have to start again. Im so tired.