u/Significant-Juice863

Context: I'm a 25 year old tenor and I live in a country where Opera is only enjoyed by a very small minority and I plan to pursue an operatic career abroad. Since I don't receive any feedback in my own country, I'm giving reddit a try. A week ago, my mother died of cancer and it was her dream that I get to sing Opera on a larger stage abroad. It was difficult to sing because of the current mental state that I am in. I'm trying to sing to keep myself busy and to fulfill that wish hopefully. Do you think I have what it takes from what you hear?