u/Significant-Set-4959

I feel like I'm already way past the time I should've left. Nothing is getting better or easier. I'm uncomfortable all the time. I used to believe I could turn my life around but I'm 37 and I'm TIRED. So much disappointment and hurt and I don't belong anywhere and I'm completely alone and it's tearing me apart.

I feel like I've had enough and I'm honestly scared of what else the future can throw at me. I don't think I have the capacity to deal with it anymore. Like constant anxiety/burnout/depression.

I would like to hear from anyone if they feel the same because it's making me feel awful. What has been your experience?

Like I'm looking back on all my struggles with friendships, jobs, relationships, and I'm just like .... holy cow people do not enjoy getting to know me or keeping me around for long. They tolerate me for a bit but it always fades out.