Confused - Need thoughts/opinions
I am 29 M bi, Virgin
In general irrespective of gender, i don't find anyone romantically attractive, with the people I am emotionally connect only i start to have feelings... And i am a big time introvert and coward, I don't have guts to meet anyone and even in oddcase i would like to meet someone who I have already had a bond only... with this mindset I am doomed to be single forever, I have also decided marriage is not my thing and decided to not to marry and stay single and I am happy with that descision, but in odd days I feel like i need a soulmate... I need to explore things with my loved ones
With these mixed feelings I am feeling confused, recently these thoughts are increasing and I can't think straight which is causing me more anguish