u/Significant_Wall_751

Daha önce BA2801 vermiş olan var mı? İnanılmaz korkuyorum elim ayağım titricek ben bir daha kalkülüs gibi matematik görmem sanmıştım çıkmışlar da aşırı zor görünüyor...

I was a huge makeup lover and I would do looks everyday at like 2 am before my skincare routine. I would spend an hour before the mirror. It was therapy for me. I did all sorts of looks, tried drag looks, duochrome looks, graphic ones, glam ones. I both did improv and inspo looks. The problem is that I have been struggling mentally a lot since spring, and I also have body dysmorphia (which even worsens the slump I hit), and an ex-bff of mine constantly criticized and insulted my makeup habits whether it be buying (she bought the same stuff as me) or something else. For some time every time I sid makeup her words would ring in my head. I felt useless and lazy and not creative. Still, I think I geniunely was at a good skill level before. But nowadays I can't find energy nor passion nor the surge of motivation for it.

Something I also worry about is I have so many products that I can make all sorts of looks. It feels like I'm wasting them away. Cream products and lippies expiration dates don't help at all. Eyeshadows, lowkey don't care they don't really expire.

I miss the creativity I used to exert...

I have done so many looks (both original and inspo looks) over the past months but it just doesn't feel right, like it used to. Do you have any tips for me to get that passion back again? Did any of you also hit a slump like this?